| | xanga music search=suck. if it were capable, i would be able to tell you that i am currently listening to something corporate.
its a strange mix of emotions that these last few weeks have
produced. obviously the grief that the entire western hemisphere
feels for the loss of our friend, which im sure most of you are tired
of reading about. couldnt really put those emotions into words anyway.
then theres the feeling of inadequacy (for lack of a better word)
from colleges who rejected my ass faster and more convincingly than
they have ever rejected anyone else, or so it seems. pretty much it was
like "we know we're a great school and it's nice that you applied but
theres not a chance in hell that we would let you in our fine
establishment. go back to public shcool where you belong." bah.
my inability to get into out of state coleges is no real
surprise, its not as if im some academic superstar. but until
this past week there was still the hope that i could make it out of
texas. ah well, escape from the dirty south is not in the cards for me,
at least not now, i suppose. and i gotta look on the brightside- UT's
not a bad school, and i'll probably be studying abroad at least one
semester. plus they got a hell of a football team (hopefully basketball
will improve next year?) and i know theres tons of people from
different schools who have worked as hard, maybe even harder, than me
and they got CAP'ed or flat out rejected. but although i am
disappointed in my misfortune, im pretty damn excited when i hear that
my friends got into so-and-so or this major or that. i literally beam
at the computer when i hear the news...so at least not getting into
college hasnt made me bitter.
anyway, enough college trash...ive actually been spending a lot of time
w/ friends lately, which is always nice. especially since in 6 months
we might never see each other. getting together mostly involves food,
ive come to notice. so much for losing weight before prom (which,
incidentally, i am totally and utterly unprepared for. not a single
thing has been planned. ah well)
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